So, I'll try (really try) to regularly post a new chapter of my proud Dear You or Love Notes every week. I'm feeling so numb without write it for long enough time in the past. I can't guarantee it will be worth it, but I want to throw my thought up.. here, no other place.

After struggling (and still struggling even now) with my thesis, I know that writing is not a joke! Not at all! What makes is easier is the fact that what you wrote is the thing you like the most. In my case, I don't like something as heavy as 'research thing'. I love to describe about human feeling, with or without research before. Even if I do research about it, it won't as hard as my right now thesis been doing.

And to keep myself sane, I decided to collecting the old me again by writing something that I like. Write carelessly, freely, dumb, yet happy. That's the point I got from this state of life, I need to do more things that can keep me sane, makes me feeling happy, get my freedom as 100% me.

And for your notes, I've been in a course right now. Yup, like I had a plenty time to do some (people think) unnecessary course, like Korean Language Course. Again I said, this is only to keep my sane. Going through all these made me realize a thing. Maybe I can't live like I want, stop thinking to make it like the ideal dream of mine. I won't be anywhere, won't be anything if I keep that mind. In addition, I'll try to keep going while collecting one by one the thing I like. By doing that, I'm feeling happier now.

I stopped blame all the coincidence of life who took me here right now.

Living a life that life itself force me to do and still keep every little pieces of my happiness for my own pleasure. If you can please other, why don;t you try to please yourself? It's like I found the right escape door hehehe..

Oh, I'll regularly post on every Saturday night. Hopefully I have enough space and time to do it.

Bye!

Later on I'll tell you more about the course I take and some random recommendation.