And finally I come into another stage of this colloge life. It is not the end yet, but finally I just got my turn to presenting our hard work after a month or so went for PBL. It is finally done, at least no more presure. Alhamdulillah, now get focus to another one, magang. Yes!

By the end of december on this year, I’m going into another task of college life. Magang is like internship (?) or something like tha. There is no guarantee it wil be easy, but also no one said it is hard enough to be called impossible. So let’s just get rid of it haha.

But this is not the only task for me for this semester, as you know I took my thesis from now. So it is a bit scary for me when trying to figure out how this semester will end. I didn’t took to much credit, doesn’t much left exactly. But next semester will be really stressfull. Why? Because I have to retake some of subjects since my last score is not really good, bad if you want really to know :”) and also nexrt semester will be the final round of my college life.

I’m looking for me time exactly. Lately I even can’t reading a book completely. No more bad dream but getting hard to get sleep. More free day but I’m feeling can’t done anything perfectly. So this time I’d like to spend more time for my self, doing nothing to get a joy, or get tired to death but feeling a hundred percents satisfied. How? I’m still on my way to figure it out.

At least, I want to read all of 4 books I bought last month, reading it completely. Then... go to cinema by myself would be great too. I don’t know.

This time I wrote it on the coffee shop. The main purpose is to find some of inspirations for my task and thesis, but then I ended up with youtube. Thanks :”)

I’m looking for some of emotions, please make me ‘baper’ so I could write again. This time, beeing ‘baper’ is like a needed, same like coffee. I want it more, I need it more. What I mean by beeing ‘baper’ isn’t like playing with my own hearth and others, just... open my hearth and mind so I could feel some emotions, the different one. Seems like my life is so flat. Actually it is.

Okay, end of this ‘curcol’ session. Saya mau kembali ke jalan yang lurus.

Love!